I’m sad. Even on a good day I’ll be sad without a valid reason. I try to understand why and question myself but I can’t always put my finger on it. It’s subconscious It has to be. But it sucks the fun out of life. You know, you try to do something nice for yourself and you try to have fun but you only wind up being sad again. Like a vicious never-ending cycle. Everything has consequences. But I just want to get rid of this feeling. I want to come home and feel liberated after my fresh day out. I just don’t feel that way. I hope this doesn’t last otherwise my life will consist of an unknown emptiness.